haunted ;
ytd i was still feelin quite bad all over again.. hmm tt like actualli i still haf a lot of stuff tt i hafnt done yet in 2006.. n it was the last day already but i was doing nothing for the past few days. seriously i dunno wad ive been doing =/ n like i keep having moodswings.. even though i try hard not to =( i think itz not realli tt i haf moodswings.. but ive just been emotionally weak.. so i get affected easily. i realli dunwan to leh =( i wanna be strong. but i guess itz gonna take some time for me to uhh recover? actualli i realli haf no idea y im like tt now.
but anw my biggest worry is gone! =D so yay.
ah last yr had been so so so eventful. omg. too much for me to take. realli wanna sum up the yr.. but i dunno how to. haha. arghhh still hafnt finished blogging abt yunnan n thailand yet. hahaha. hai.
sch's startin! im so excited abt orientation! =D yay. haa im kinda lookin forward to sch too. cos it'll probably make me haf fewer moodswings. so ya. but i hafnt done my hw yet. gonna piaaa tmr. copying i mean.
ah now my next biggest worry is cca =( wushu n lion dance. haiii. lion dance.. we hafnt even started learnin lo pls. n cny is coming up le haha diee. wushu oso. performance for cny.. n comp in april. arghhhhhhhhhhhh.
ah nvm. anw, i believe tt every yr gets better! haha yupp. so far 2006 has been the best yr of my life =) n wif tt 1 guy in my life, we'll go further together. yupp yupp.
hmm itz like now everytime i cry, i wld b touched at the same time too, because he's always there to catch my tears whenever they fall. but i dun wanna b so dependent on him anymore.
im havin lots of mixed feelings now again. boredom, stress, anticipation, sadness, uncertainty.. blah. but but but. im gonna be positive! gonna spend 24 hrs to try to settle as much stuff as i can.. den recharge myself for ORIENTATIONNN n school! =) yay.
new year resolution! hmm. uh i usualli dun come up wif this. but since itz such a crucial year.. i'll do it. ok ya i will study harder ok!! haha. duh. hmm. i wun pon lectures le. n i'll do tutorials! n i'll make sure my cca or ccas (since we're gonna separate again) will be passed down in good hands. n i'll b stronger! yupp. n uhh. i'll try to make weiming study HARD oso =/ i noe he'll try so ya we can do this together.
hmm suddenly thought of the last day at yunnan.. the qn abt if the plane back to singapore was to crash.. wads the thing at tt time tt i wld b proudest of in my life.. yupp. thought thru it then.. n my ans is.. im damn proud to b my parents' child! yupp realli realli. n to weiming, thank buddha i found you.
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